This is a post that I need to do for myself. I need to start fighting for myself. I need to accept that divine powers are for when this life is over, I am the one that controls what is going on in my life on this planet.
Here is my anger, I hate everyone that I never let myself hate. Here is my love, I love everyone that stood by me. Here is my sadness, I have fought too long to remember those that left me. Here is my anxiety, I fear I will die only being 5% of someones life. Here are my hopes, I hope to get the hell out of my own way.
It is time for me to wake up and start living, there is only so long before it is all gone. So, from this day one I will wake up for me and I will work to get were I want to be.
It is the only promise I can give to myself and I have yet to break a promise.
-NK
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Are you able to let go so quickly? I am still working finding the strength. The part about your anxiety really hits home with me.
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