I will start to defend my side of a debate, the issue is normally of no importance at all. As I am stating my views, I evidently sound very set in whatever I am saying. The other person will go: ‘oh, I don’t want to take about it. You are a mad about it.’ When someone tells me that I am mad I get mad, I was not mad before, really all I was doing was supporting my side of a debate, the matter was not at all personal. I am louder then other people, if I quit myself for long periods of time, I only sound louder to other people when I start to speak without controlling it. Then they tell me that I am yelling. I was not yelling before, so to prove it I yell ‘this is me yelling’ then I go back to my normally loud voice ’so do not tell me I am yelling. The one person that provokes this response in me will just walk off. It fucking goes unchecked and I get more pissed off.
It is upsetting that people tell me what I am doing and refuse to continue the conversation. The only time I get wrapped up enough to forget to control my voice is when I want to learn something new. So they get upset that I am loud, I am I loud person you don’t get upset when a quite person gets quite you kindly ask them to speak up. Ask me to kindly keep it down, instead of act like I am attacking you and I will not get mad that the thing that makes me different is something that is offensive.
I am talking louder then you are, not yelling. That is like telling someone that they are making a stupid mistake without telling them what the mistake is and telling them how they would go at correcting it. Of course I am going to get pissed off when people tell me how I am felling. And the more pissed I get the less i care how loud I am, then I speak in my naturally loud voice. They tell me I am yelling and I prove I am not. They walk off, then I am pissed. but yelling at them proves that I cared in the first place.
The loud and evedently offensive,
-NK
This is a serious question. Is English you first language?
yeah, and other then the occasional I instead of the letter a and the fact that this was a rant and not a grammatically set speech, I am intrigued at how you came to the conclusion that I may not have spoken English since my first words. For a rant it is actually well composed in my opinion.