I have been single for over two years now. It is to the point where I want a real relationship and I physically need to have sex. I can talk to women, but I can not really imply anything sexual without being nervous. Most of the nervousness comes from the fact that when I do, I lose contact with the female completely. I have heard back from one and she thanked me for teaching her to be open to loving another person. The rest just up and disappeared, I would love to know what I did wrong. Because if I agree that it was wrong or there was a misunderstanding I could try to fix how I word things, certain things I do.
The mix of my emotional, mental and physical needs makes me want to puke. The fact that it happens over and over and over, leads me to believe that something is making me undateable. I am so far lost on the rules of dating, the rules of attraction, all rule the imply a girlfriend at all really.
-NK
are you hetrosexual?
yes.